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I'm Not Okay

Mistress is mad. She's been mad before. Believe me, she's mad a lot of the time. I like her when she's middling mad; not so calm and gentle that she laughs at my naughty, but not so angry that I'm afraid she'll leave. She's that kind of mad today. Here's the trouble: I don't know when to stop. Or I do, but I ignore the warning signs and keep on pushing. Tonight at dinner I flirted a little with the waiter, and Mistress warned me to stop. Several times. She finally snapped at me in front of the waiter that if I didn't stop flirting, she'd pull me over her knee right then and there. If she would have said it in a joking way, we could have laughed about it and chased the waiter away through our affection. And he probably would have wondered forever if Mistress was serious about the playful threat. She was not playful at all. The seriousness of her tone sent a shuddering pall over the table, and the waiter virtually slunk away from the table, a

Spring Break!

Hello, Readers! I made a commitment to Mistress that I would not post anything during the school year except on breaks. That way I can focus on school, which is my only job during the school year, with the generous exception of loving and caring for Mistress. Truth to tell, she was a little jealous of how much time and attention I was spending on the online world, and so I pulled back. It's Spring Break now. Mistress is out of town for a few days, and so I'm Baaaaack! I thought you all might like to hear a little bit about last weekend. One of those  weekends... Mistress was under a lot of stress.  There were some crazy work scenarios, plus a visit from a judgmental brother, some crises with some of her investments, and then one of Mistresses exes showed up out of the blue, (although that may have been mostly stressful for me). Mistress was under an abundant amount of stress and so she took a day off work to sort out her mind and relax. Why is it that when she's home